R.I.P. 黑怪

小狗Teddy来以后小妹就很少陪它了。
但我也不怪她，人之常情...

黑怪它乃家中第一个宝。贪吃、好动、友善、还很香下xP（因为他很黏妹，沾到了妹头发的洗发水味道）。
生前拍下了它很多的照片，全老鼠家族它的最多。

希望你一路好走...

黑怪
xx/xx/08 - 21/07/10

Nostalgic

Form 6 Physics 2 (nvm whether upper or lower or not ^^) celebrated Pn. Nur Jannah's birthday today.

Wc and I went to Zen yesterday and bought Chocolate Indulgence from Zen.
Kada and crew came up with this great idea to make a huge board with pockets each labelled with an alphabet (symbols included) of ' "Happy Birthday Pn. Nur Jannah" ', each pockets inserted with a card from all members of 6F2, with our wishes and a pic so that she'll never forget our faces. Li-Za proposed that all of us went missing to surprise Pn. NJ, which just a few participated lol =.=
Still, we prepared the cake at F3, Peh with his guitar, lc there stand by to sing, with other class members who 'went missing' outside and we went in...

Situation gets merrier when lc, samson and also weesern also joined in to perform. Then our lovebirds classmate jk and grace are asked to intro their partner to Pn. NJ...
The part where everybody sing, reminds me so much of the great, crazy, laid back time we had last year. Never in my secondary school life as been this interesting haha...

I'll never forget this day...

Our days in school are really numbered. Everybody gotta work hard now. Especially you lc and ks, lol
We'll work together k...

精神革命

剩下大概三个月半了，是时候闭门练功咯。

These Days

These days, I'm feeling a lil more optimistic inside me...
Which is a good sign for me hehe... Imma luvin' the laid-back, crazy sick attitude I'm having now. Don't really care too much anymore...

Hmm, a friend of mine suggested that this blog is too boring. Haha thanks for telling me.. I gotta add some flavours in it.

So, today I wanna introduce y'all to my tiny fam members.

The Youngest Son.
Chubby(and when I said chubby
I meant fat), dreamy and anti-social

Mommy.
Hot(got curves xP), gentle and
by now delivered more than 10 babies gua...

The Father.
Most popular, photogenic,
spoiled by sis, lovable.

Mom with her eye 'winked'

Little Pink Hooded Papa, just bathed, and get spoiled~

lol...too much picture of them, can't put them sekali gus so maybe again next time ba..

xx xx

最近很乱啊我的头脑～不懂做么会酱。。。。该去学静坐养神。。。

要开学了。虽然有读到书、做到练习但还是不足够。
又有一个王八蛋R＆D要做，显！

近来脾气会比较坏点。姓杨的（不是我）！我很想再跟你吵架多一次。你竟然可以什么都不管什么都不理，真的很想巴你。认识了你这么久，就中六我们不断地翻脸又和好，这样重复很累。你几时变得这么X了？算了我也显了，你自己来加把劲吧。。

xx xx

讲开心的。昨天party很爽，回家时已三点了哈哈swt～ 过后第一次看足球赛－巴西对朝鲜，到四点多，刺激。长得这么大了才会欣赏足球赛 xP 巴西万岁！朝鲜也不错，虽然我是反共的但你们真的很好，起码也为亚洲争光，输得也光彩有专业。今天补六小时的习，要颠了哈哈。。。

大家加油！！

Thanks

MUET Night is over. I kinda miss performing on stage and yeah, it's my first time performing on stage- and I'm loving it ^^

Thanks to:-
>>Lc. For inviting me to join the opening act of Bad Romance, I really enjoy it.
Bravo too for making the seemingly impossible/fussy MUET Night happened.
>>Kb. For choreographing, even though I don't really like my 'solo' haha but thanks for the part.
>>Every dancers. For sportingly coming out of our shells and hit the stage.
>>David. For leading this double-dose-MV of our class.
>>Li-Za. For her dedication, and getting thru this headache by tirelessly keeping the sailing straight.
>>also to Kada. For her sheer determination and courage.

Bad Romance

Watch the vid here

After this: Revision + revision + revision.
All Form 6 add oil ya.

Vesak

from my view...

• is the day when Siddhata Gautama was borned, has attained enlightenment and died. These events occured in the same day.
  
• Buddhism is not a religion as most people interpret it, since it does not preaches god(s) and sets rules for its devotees to follow. It is not much of philosophy or ideology either. According to sangha (monks) and most practitioner, Buddhism is a way of life. The common goal for Buddhists is to be liberated from all forms of sufferings, physical ailments and reincarnation, and wisdom via attaining enlightenment.
  
• Many mistaken the Buddha as a god/deity. Buddha is also been mistaken as the maker of universe or God for us Buddhist. In actual fact, he is a man who cannot create miracle or procure magic.
  
  
• Enlightenment/Nirvana, as of my interpretation and as most Buddhist believe, is where a human attained a state where he/she is able to seek truths; is free of any desires, negativity and cannot be moved by any temptations; no longer be bound by reincarnation and physical ailments; and is very wise.
  Buddha has the ability to help people who have trouble with their lives and lead them, like a teacher teaching students in their studies. He serves as more or less a spiritual psychotherapist too.
  
  
• There are 3 main branch of Buddhism: Theravada, Mahayana and Vajrayana; alongside Zen, Pure Land sect etc..
  The main branches existing in Malaysia are Mahayana, where most of the devotees are Chinese and its teachings here blends together with Pure Land sect; Theravada, where its monks are mostly from Nepal, Sri Lanka or India. Theravada is said to be the closest to the oldest teachings.
  
  
• Buddhism encourages open-mindedness and logic thinking. Unlike what most TV shows portrait it as a strict, ultra-conservative religion. Hence, there are no strict rules for its devotees, only advice/restrains like the restraints: no killings, alcohols, lies, immoral sexual behavior. Only sangha need to follow the restrain strictly.
  Still, like I just said, Buddhism promotes logical and critical thinking. Eg. A monk saw a man running towards him with blood all over his body and hid beneath the bushes behind this monk. He pleads the monk to help him. Then come a man with a weapon who is finding for that hiding man. The weapon wielding man asks the monk about the hiding man's whereabouts. Since monks are not allowed to lie, aren't he supposed to tell the truth but at the same time will cost the innocent man's life?
  Well in this case, it is not an offense for the monk to tell lie. This is where I like to clear the stereotypes of Buddhist monks as straight-thinking persons.
  We do not believe in unforgivable sins and permanent residency in hell.
  We also accept any social views as long as it does not psychologically harm the society and causes great sufferings.
  
  
• Buddhism ponders life, not creationism.
  
  
• When Buddhism is just established, there are no written word yet in Northen India. The Dharma (Buddha's teaching) is passed down verbally until words are created. There are also not much restrictions in Buddhism, devotees are free to interpret what they believe and not to follow blindly. Sadly, most Buddhists are rather superstitious and accept blindly what is taught to them. Different branches have different approaches and believes, where some like in Thailand and certain sects that blended with other believes like Pure Land are more religion-like, which leads to misinterpretations from others. This scene is can be seen in shows like 西游记.
  
  
• Most people thinks that Buddhism is pessimistic. We are serious when in our elements to Buddhism because we are open to the world, we not only study the Dharma but the world, more or less like General Studies. Hence we seem to be more sobre, but underneath that mantra siting and meditation are thankfulness, understanding and calmness. We are only not as optimistic/active as others.
  
  
• FYI, the term 'Buddha' is known as The Awakened One.

lol, I'm not an educator. But I do wish to use all my knowledge on Buddhism to clear the fog surrounding Buddhism. If there's any mistakes do tell me tq.
Thanks to Bhante Kovida, Mr. Oh Kim Leng and my uncle for leading me.