T.T

I really fucked up today...
I wasted my chance to go KL today... T.T
May be the last time we went out as a class...
ARRRGHHHH!!!
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Yesterday my friends and I went out to watch 2012 from 9.40pm till 12.20am haha..then we went out for some mamak till 2 am something..
I've never been that late to go home myself before haha.. Anyway I enjoy ytd thanks guys...

20 Years of Changes

1989...
A significant year for communism around the world...



In Beijing, June 4th, hundreds or thousands of protestors, peaceful ones and are mostly young university students were killed by armed military forces...



Communism in China never fade its influence even after the incident but nurtures into a powerful force itself...



But in Berlin, capital of Germany or simply the whole Germany and continent Europe itself; celebrates the fall of Communism.

I dunno what's so attractive about this event is to me...

Maybe I kinda like relate it to China, the hometown for all Chi... I was thinking what might happened there if Communism vapourised like what will hapen in Soviet...

For me, it symbolises Freedom. Detachment from an unruly system. Emancipation. Rights. Anything apart from communism.


I really detest communism. So called je sama rata or equal rights. Bullshit!

The people would work as labour while the officials would be laying in their office, convincing the people that labour is something to be proud of... Covering the press cuz its too negative for the people to know like as though they are babies who needed to be told what to do... Whatever there are tonnes of stories that make me sick! Fking sick!

Enough of my whining haha...
All I wanna say is I hope for Germany and any other nations which faced losses and grief and sufferings before with a better future with the change of politics.


:) Nevertheless the history have to be put down and recovery must be made...

For the world...

This Is It (?)

So...

Pengajian Am : 45
Chemistry : 30
Maths : 24
Physics : 42

Thats my results haha... Well the CGPA is 1.42
The probability of me dropping class (for the first time of my life) = 0.75, a fat chance...

So is this the end? end...? end...? end...?



Of course no... Anyway hey M, thank you for your encouragements today it really helps me...

Come & Go

Firstly..

Exam = Over!!!!

But still, in Form 6, there won't be any time for relaxation...
Straightly after school that Friday, I walked myself to Popular to buy a Math exercise book and some materials. Irony rite? Near exam's end then only had I started to revise blah blah...
Today went back to school and got my Chemistry paper at the first period. I know I won't do well this time but I didn't expect it to FAIL! Which I'm 100% sure that it will happen to my Maths paper too..
Haha so I'm like WTFH! Nevermind... I'm not really attached to results but still it almost spoil my whole mood for that day =p
Cuz I'm just too overconfident that I'm good in it so I emphasised more on Physics than Chem. But one fact I know for sure that I won't pass in Phy as well XD

Well shit the exam lah... I got much more things to focus here...
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Frustration set aside.
My friends and I are gonna have a (rather silly) F6 camp this Saturday but the factor that makes this camp exciting (not silly) is that we gotta create some performance(s).
And Imma helping one of my friend **suspence to all GBSes who got no idea yet, this gonna be one big surprise XD**
to do a performance for the opening act. And it's a pop-dance song, very uptempo and popular one... And we are figuring how to blend in to that song, copycat its dance on it and to move with its vibe & the costume XDXD & the stage's effect.
I ain't spilling no more here haha u gotta see it. If the opening all went well it will be one of GBS's most memorable moment after Koku Day Michael Jackson danceoff.

So...hope that it will all went well.. *o*
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I'll let yall know how's my result in the next post ba... Haha just to see how miserable one shit could be.

Bye

Reform

Less than a week and I'll turn 18.

18 : Freedom to consume alcohol & cigars @ pubs =p
No more juvy records if I'd broken a law, I'm considered a young adult now.. :(

But the most important thing is to burn some bridges and to build new ones

That's the important, painful part.
No more virtual fantasies, just vivid realities.

I will have to build my own path. No helps (perhaps some =p). No obstructions should inflate me.

Time to find my true soul.

No more dramas, tired of them, not as fun as we've watched on TV.

It's all about the grey future.
Picking up the past tenses and find its clues, or if could, repair them.

Wondering whether I should be a realist or a hopeful? Hmm.. that is yet to be decided..

THIS IS IT

Finally, a time to fully grow up.

Goodbye to childhood and teenagehood. They shall turn into bitter dust and dirt now.

Hello to future. Dark or light. I shall lay the road.

Release the fishes in the aquarium. Let them be free, and lead me.

Look at the doves. Listen to their songs.

I will be free. Once I found my way.

Bitter Heart: " Change "

Ok, everyone of my age might all blog about how miserable they felt cuz exam is near and we are still laying our butt on the couch...yeah...

But- I just wanna YEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLL...!!!!

K, I ain't denying the fact that I didn't done anything at all to catch up... I did revised- but it is not sufficient for a Form 6 syllabus...

Alright I'll stop here so I can get back to those boring turd books. One thing for sure is that I ain't gonna take any course concerning science stream for my tertiary study in the future... Man, science is just really reeeaally not my stuff. Now I understand why those who take science career usually be regarede as nerd/geeks cuz these things are just so damn boring; I personally don't understand why people would find calculating how much force exerts on a falling/levelating object interesting @ how some salt/base/acid react by observing stupid colour changes etc things I dunno what I'm talking now and blah blah blah...

You can see why only people who took arts stream can become politicians or artists dll which for me is a much more interesting subject...

Haiz...I dunno...

Change is needed for me and reform must be implemented...

Anti-T*rtl*!

Aggressive use of defamotories and some strong languages. Readers' discretion adviced.

Hmm.. so this week my friends and I had colloquium session in Tuesday (MUET) and Thursday (PA) respectively..

Almost all when well.. ALMOST..

So on Tues, we had to prepare our slide show early before the classes start. So LC, LZ, ML, E went to the hall first, and i went back to my classroom to pick up LC's grammar book and my papers. I didn't wear my stupid necktie cuz the feeling of a strangling tie on my neck makes me more nervous than ever. And after that I'm on my way to the hall before *oh-snap* I stumbled on dear discipline master of my school, Mr. T*rtl*..

And I turned another direction just to avoid that bitter, moody, last-nite-his-wife-refused-to-have-sex-with-him looking old fraud. And so unlucky I am, he saw me and tell one of his kai-kia and call me back.

So there I am just going to explain myself and that animal snapped:

(with that fking irritating high-pitch-amplitude-nasal)

" What is more important? "


-" Sir, I was ju..."


" (higher nasal) What is more important you tell me."


(and I'm trying to catch what he said there before he exploded with that cb style voice)
(try pinch your nose and repeat this sentense and you'll know why it is so damn irritating)

" Which one more important? Lining up or your stupid colloquium? And where is your necktie? What form are you? Lower Six isit? Why didn't you wear your necktie? "


" My necktie with my friend now I.. "


"I DON'T CARE! YOU SHOULD __________ AND _________..."


and there Master Wuguay goes and using his stinking butthole keep defecating his crap and blah X3.. For anyone who doesn't know him, he's that type of butthole mouth that refuses to let people explain themselves and pour his fustration out like an old fuggly hag who just happened to have his/her period back again plus have a high degree of menopause. And that mcb kia ended the conversation with


" I don't care, if you don't have a necktie go buy now! " Stupid peephole..I just said my tie's with my friend. See, this dickhead don't listen to others. All he knows is he's angry cuz his wife rejected him and now he need me to shit out his fuss-tration..

The worst part is not that he's scolding me in front of the students.. In the end he threw my (my friend's) book and papers on the ground, something I pantang!!!PANTANG, you orang pantat!!! I won't even allow other people to cross over my book moreover throwing it onto the floor?!


%$#&^$#^$% you!!!

So I'm here to present the inauguration of o0o Mt. T*rtl* as the most idiotic, bastardish, bitchiest, whorish, trampiest, vampiest, trashiest, son-of-a-bitchiest, jackasshole of all time! From now onwards, I lost every single fabric strand of respect on him - forever..o0o nah!

Thx ^^ to Huan De's bro for telling PZS to pick them up before doggish prefects go pick my things up..


By the way the colloquium were ok.. Nice job guys..
Sorry for not including that colloquium and daily life part in this post.. But I hope that every single GB'es or T*rtl* haters might enjoy some trashing of 'injustice' in this school..XD o0o